I said before, after someone, who is an artist! "I wanted to be an artist" ...
But I also know that the talent no doubt, what I missed, it does not want to work with perseverance, I worked a lot in my job, it may not be the strength of character to get into an exclusive choice. Besides, it's always just my problem, look in the window on leaving the shoe store to see if by chance, there was no choice ... "doing" math or literature, to wear black or purple .... in fact it is not quite right, I do not regret the most important choices I made, not that I regret, are those that I have could not do the ones I had to give ...
For a radiant day, snowshoes in the snow and the splendor of the forest Iraty sparkling cold, one of those days both animated and lazy, active and contemplative, I thought, great musicians, great writers can they entertain such days in the daily exercise of their art?
Now playing the other day by chance an interview on France Inter a very famous and talented accordionist, I would not say that, now he says his father confiscated the front wheel of his bike to force him to work his accordion instead of going to bike and run balls and girls ... The reporter asks him "You will regret ? "He replied," Yes, a little! . Astonishment .. "Really? Yes yes ... really "
Surprised my turn to regret this in the fullness of success that seems to be his, I remember that Colette" so loved all things in life, dogs, cats and birds, spiders, and his land, and sea and mountain, and Paris and the countryside, that Willy's locked in his room to get him to write ... I think Zola 's demanding daily at fixed times writing before running make photos, see the tables of its friends or advocates for Dreyfus rouse ...
short there are people capable of being " MONOS " without doubt the strength of their passion and their talent, or being forced to be ... and others who are still POLY-valent by dilettantism, through indifference or warmth ...
Or maybe also because some areas do not support the diversion of interests, practice and artistic creation in particular, while others do not support monovalence, unless denatured?
I find particularly what I call the "maintenance" of life, the feeding function, cooking, gardening or farming and care of children, it is still absorbing, while it requires continuity and persistence, this function is much versatility. The cuisine of chefs escape everyday life, the sophistication of the dishes taste the hidden food. The household may become monomaniac and an obstacle to the enjoyment of living places, if monopolize all the attention and talent. The gardener exclusive, fool garden, lawn prohibits children or could pull too early flowers faded or unproductive ... and miss and the surprises of nature ...
In education as well, (I'm going to hate, I fear), the teacher who knows a little of everything as an "honest man "and thus lives in the interdependence of disciplines and the awakening of the whole child, we go to the professor, college and high school, then divalent monovalent more knowledgeable in his field but also more fragmented and the university professor and expert of his own backyard, sometimes more tempted by Research by teaching students which after all are no longer kids! ...
DESPITE , tell me you have not been able to create a work of art, or simply cultivate artistic talent, that is to say life and his plethora of interests that have prevented me ... They are too green ....
The teacher is frustrated not to be having specialty, the GP is satisfied he be paid less than the specialist, the lover of literature, painting or photography, music columnist, the listener music, they never recover "not to practice?
AMATEUR! (AMATEUR rather !!!!)
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